well, now you have found your company pale face. how does it feel to have the sun on your face as you look with happiness into your future?

to the lonely..

pale-face, the Great Spirit has heard you. now can you see the sunlight? now does your face shine with awe and wonder? now do you know? the Great Spirit has heard you.

fight pale-face. youre honor is calling. you are pale, yes. you have left the pale lies, but you have the pale heart inside you with nothing left to lose. fight. the Great Spirit watches.

the eagle

the eagle calls. men are beginning to gather to kill each other. the world will be destroyed as well. oh pale-face, what are you going to do?

Lost

Where do you go pale-face? where do you go?
where do you go to escape when you dont know where you are?
where are you now? where are you headed? is your path curved?
oh pale-face, dear pale-face. look up for the ground and see.
climb the mountain and be lonely for a time. it will do you good to see the eye of the eagle.
oh pale-face, from what do you run? and where do you run to?
where do you go pale-face? where do you go?
how do you escape the man in the mirror?
do you never look again and simply move on with your self awareness fading like the man who sees himself in the waters as he drinks? will you never look into the painful beauty of this world?
will you never look in the glass? will you never see why this world is made? oh pale-face, stop and see. look into your pain.

to the ends

this universe is huge, and the world i live on is just as vast in its own way.  there are so many places to fly and so many places to see.  will i never be able to see and know it all.  but in my journey as a lost pale-face i can have the pleasure of being lost.  i can explore new things.  to the ends of the world; to the ends of my life; and to the ends of this universe.  the native americans believe in the great spirit.  in the world that i call mine, i have seen too many things to not believe that this place was created.  in the white man's religion and view of god i cannot believe.  the white man has clouded his god in their religion.  no, i will follow the great spirit.  though i believe god and the great spirit to be one and the same, i believe that the native americans understood what it was to have a true relationship.  what other purpose is there in life but to have relationships, and what more important relationship does one have than with his creator?  fly on pale-face.  fly on.

dear lonliness

dear lonliness,
  thank you for showing me the darkness.  now i can truly appreciate the light.  thank you for leaving me in solitude.  now i can truly enjoy the company of another.  thank you for causing me pain.  now i can truly enjoy the love that heals me even when it seems to hurt.  dear lonliness, thank you for being silent for so long.  now i can truly appreciate the sounds of life and music.  thank you for showing me what death would do to others and to myself.  now i can live knowing that life is truly a blessing.
so dear lonliness, as you leave my life please know that, although im not sad to see you go, i wouldnt be who i am without you.  until you leave, i will not be afraid of you.  i will learn and live, and in the end the day will come that you leave me.
i am not afraid.
pale-face